Monday, March 30, 2009

Far From Home

It was the second night I saw you
There's so much about you
That's what made me fall in love
I knew that someone hurt you
Saw that it was hard for you to even open up
Girl you had a rough life
And every other night you was crying yourself to sleep
But I hope you let me try
To give you piece of mine
And erase that memory

I was breaking down your guard
And I thought that you'll let me in
Why'd you have to make it so hard
It's no wonder I can never win

I wanna take, take you with me
Cause I won't go by myself, on to her
I'll make you see that I don't want no one else
I just know you'll be here by my side
But I don't know where you are, so I'll stay here alone
Wondering why you have grown so far from home
(So far from home, so far from home, so far from home)

Was it miscommunication
Or just a mistake to think that you could be with me
When you closed the door behind you
I just didn't know you needed that much room to breathe
I was standing till you fall
And I tried to catch them all
But you never took the time to see (never took the time to see)
You just don't understand
What you have in your hand
Cause no one loves you more than me

I wanna take, take you with me
Cause I won't go by myself, on to her
I'll make you see that I don't want no one else
I just know you'll be here by my side
But I don't know where you are, so I'll stay here alone
Wondering why you have grown so far from home

Don't you know how much I miss you
Baby please come home
Don't you know how much I miss you
Baby please come home

I wanna take, take you with me
Cause I won't go by myself, on to her
I'll make you see that I don't want no one else
I just know you'll be here by my side
But I don't know where you are, so I'll stay here alone
Wondering why you have grown so far from home

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Will You Be Mine

Baby Love ,
I think its time now
To share with you these feelings that im feeling now
Its been 3 years since i've known you
Nothing but happiness since I found you
Its been a long time coming, still going strong
Through good and bad we been holding on
Within my soul it's been overdue
Coz my hearts been longing to ask you.....

Will you be mine all this day
Will you be the sunshine in me
Will you be the stars in my nights
Will you be the joy ,the joy of my life
Will you be my everything
Will you be the happy song I sing
Will you be the love I can't deny
Will you be the love the love of all time

Will you be mine...

When I think about how it all began
I was looking for the one but somehow we became the friends
We couldn't see the space that lied ahead
Or that we would ever fall like we did
I praise the day, my fate was revealed
And now i know that destiny is real
Is it a sin for love to feel this good
I don't know but I imagine it......

Will you be mine all this day
Will you be the sunshine in me
Will you be the stars in my nights

Will you be the joy ,the joy of my life
Will you be my everything
Will you be the happy song I sing
Will you be the love I can't deny
Will you be the love the love of all time
will you be mine,



I'm down on my knees
to vow to you
my everlasting love coz its overdue
for all the times we shared and those to come
This ring is a token of love

Will you be mine all this day
Will you be the sunshine
in me
Will you be the stars in my
night
Will you be the joy ,the joy
of my life (the joy of my life)
Will you be my everything
Will you be the happy song I sing
Will you be the love I can't deny
Will you be the love,the love of all
time

Will you be mine all this day
Will you be the sunshine
in me
Will you be the stars in my night
Will you be the joy ,the joy of my
life
Will you be my everything

Will you be the happy song I sing
Will you be the love i can't deny
Will you be the love,the love of all
time

Will you be mine all this day
Or better you be the sunshine in me
Will you be the stars in my night
Will you be the joy ,the joy of my life
Will you be my everything
Will you be the happy song I sing
Will you be the love i can't deny
Will you be the love,the love of all time

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Always and Forever

Jan 25th, 2009 was the day.
Promise to you baby girl, my feelings staying this way.
Never wanna hurt ya, never will i leave you alone.
Everytime im by your side, is when im really at home.
Always and forever, thats the pinky promise we made.
You're the reason why im smiling at the start of the day.
And i hope you kno i mean it everytime that i say.
I love you always and forever, it will always be the same.
The moment you're in pain, i wanna be there for you.
Crying everytime you cry and sharing laughter with you.
When I look into your eyes i know our love is really true.
Aint nothing i wont do if i can see my baby smile
Remember you can call me anytime you're feeling down.
No girl can take your place and love me like the way you do.
So im a hold you tight, cause i need you by my side.
It's me and you forever, babe i need you in my life.


We were created to find each other
our favorite and down for us to love forever.
Our hands locking tight, as i look into the eyes.
Of that one special person who would complete my life.
You were the one i chose, out of all the rest.
The one who i would cherish, and im putting on my best.
Just to stay in your arms, as you hold me tight.
coz baby, being with you just feels so right.


Every single second that i live, im thinking of you.
How we met was destiny, our love is honestly true.
Tell me what im suppose to do, if i aint got you here
I want to be the one thats by your side through the years.
Wanna be the one whose going to fight away all your tears.
Replacing it with happiness and take away all your fears.
One day we're gonna look at our pictures and reminisce.
Crazy are the things you do to me with just a little kiss.
I wouldn't trade you for the world, you're all that i need.
You're the only girl who ever got me feeling so free.
And i love you, wit all my heart and soul till i die.
I truly need you, baby you're the light in my life.
And i kno it that one day for sure you're gonna be my wife.
Just hold on tight, because im always gonna treat you right.
My baby and my closest friend, i love you baby girl.
Until the day i die, ill try to give you the world.


We were created to find eachother
our favorite and down for us to love forever.
Our hands locking tight, as i look into the eyes.
Of that one special person who would complete my life.
You were the one i chose, out of all the rest.
The one who i would cherish, and im putting on my best.
Just to stay in your arms, as you hold me tight.
coz baby, being with you just feels so right.

If loving you is wrong, than i dont want to be right.
Can't imagine what this life would be, without you by my side.
The day we met, i cant explain the way that i felt.
Feeling all these emotions that i cant even help.
If i didnt meet you, there wont be no smile on my face.
You doin everything to me to make my heart beat or race.
Every little thing we do is just so special to me.
We were meant to be thats something i truly agree
And i know its fate and destiny, i see it in your eyes.
Everytime you smile, i cant explain the feeling inside.
Always gonna treat you good, exactly like the first day.
Just promise to me baby that you'll never go away.


I love you baby. Always and forever you know what im saying? Yea, its always gonna be me and you right?
Yea, cause i aint never letting go, you know what im saying? I just wanted to let you know that.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Love You Like I Always Do

Drew (Of Varsity) - Like I Always Do

You gave me a reason
told me that ill always be yours
you are my desire
my heart is so on fire for you
i cant stop loving you loving you oh no

because i dont wanna end up in your rearview
wanna be someone you can turn to
baby i never wanna lose you
theres nothing i wont do

so ill watch you like a movie
ill sing you like a song
read you like a story
if it takes me all night long
keep you like a secret
ill tell you like a joke
its true its true
that ill love you like i always do
love you like i always do
love you like like

you are so amazing
you stepped in and saved my life
everytime we are together
my time is yours forever
my world is all yours

i dont wanna end up in your rearview
wanna be someone you can turn to
baby i never wanna lose you
theres nothing i wont do

so ill watch you like a movie
ill sing you like a song
read you like a story
if it takes me all night long
keep you like a secret
ill tell you like a joke
its true its true
that ill love you like i always do

baby ill never leave no ill never leave you
i will watch you like a movie
ill sing you like a song
read you like a story
if it takes me all night long
keep you like a secret
ill tell you like a joke
its true its true
that ill love you like i always do

i said im gonna love you yehh ohh
im gonna love you
i said im gonna love you ohh ohh yehh
ima love you like i always do
yehh yehh
im gonna love you
love you like i always do


I Miss You

Monday, March 23, 2009

Dream That One Day You Might Return

Too many times i've had to start again
Being left with many questions on mind of what i should do, consulting with friends, being given different opinion i ask myself what is the right path to walk towards and i see that the advice given by others is only advice and you should only follow the path that you feel is the right path.

Maybe One Day You'll See Things Through My Eyes, I Wish You Were Here

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Uneventful

Day 2
Today not being so eventful ;
- Waking up at 12
- Couch potato watching anime
- Falling asleep on the couch
- Quitting Work
- Homework
- Blog
Although i have been thinking.. what am i doing with myself?

It's Time I Open Up

I sit here tonight with words that vaguely describe how i'm feeling..
Weeks have past since it what i considered as my world had collapsed into a massive pile of ash, I feel as though i'm falling into a pit that does not end and theres no way to get out. Ever since that certain day
, nothing has helped me and I don't know what will and what do I have as a result ; bottled up feelings, bad SAC marks and no self confidence to pull my sorry ass out of the gutter that is my life. I guess the only thing thats keeping me going in these days that are my final year of high school is motivation of the certain people that I consider as my close friends. Although there is a limit to what close friends can do but I do thank all of you that have stuck by me and im surprised that you all can put up with me.

As i sit here i think about everything I've been through and I question was it worth it. Sacrifice is something that occurs during life and yet you are left with the What If questions that haunt our minds. Although we have to come to the realisation that nothing will ever bring back those minutes that made us make decisions in life. Regreting shouldnt be apart of life yet continues to haunt us giving us the questions such as ; I could of done something better to keep that or Maybe i should of been more paitent with her?

Well non the less I still feel as though nothing will make things better unless something really changes and all i know is that I Miss You

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Changing Things

The name is Brian and 17 years is how long I've existed