Coming Across

Lying in bed with a laptop isn't the best to get to fall asleep and well i guess there's nothing left to do than give my thoughts some way of expressing themselves. I make her miserable i cause her pain so why the fuck am i still holding on to something that is gone. I'm sorry that's all i really have to say. I can't change how i am and i can't change how i feel. But you should know i really am i trying. It's so hard for me after all we've been through to see you fade away from me and all i want to do is chase after you and ask you to come back but i guess i have to live with the fact that it's not going to happen unless something changes when i know it won't. You've told me countless times that you want nothing out of this because it will only lead to more pain and suffering for us. Why the fuck can't i get it through my head.


I Guess I Brought This Upon Myself


Brian Sevilla 2506