I guess theres nothing

Now my everything has turned into nothing.



Coz i don't know who else to love.

Brian Sevilla

Because today

Self doubt, Loneliness.




Reality fly kicks you in the face

Brian Sevilla

The sun sets, Stars shine

Each every little thing about you, all the memories take me back again. It's different now that your gone.




The sun will rise tomorrow but i'm still stuck in yesterday


You make me whole
Brian Sevilla

Can't take what's happening

Time to change



Trying to figure out a way

Brian Sevilla

Can't you see it's reality

Can't erase mistakes, just learn from them. You can't control other peoples emotions. You can't force them to feel a certain way, you're not them.



I swear I wake up every morning thinking I see your face

Brian Sevilla

Thoughts and Reflection

Life is about to get even better and your interest in an issue should soon escalate I don't know about you but that seriously does not sound like good news to me.

Today was all about reflection and to Facing the Future. Taking that to heart it was a good time to think about what future is ahead of me. Today was a good experience to finally bond with the people i see throughout my day to day life at school and i came to realize how close of a bond we share as a group. I never really thought about my fellow peers as people i would carry into my future with me but after today i seriously found myself welcome through my entire homeroom even though i had been there the shortest.

The positive attitudes and compliments i had received seriously gave me the confidence boost i needed to last me a little longer in this place i call school. I had never felt this welcome at a school before and i was proud to be called a DeLaSalle boy of 2009

Time to seriously knuckle down and prepare for my upcoming event ahead of me. I know it'll be tough but its time to See the Bigger Picture



Brian Sevilla

Only Place Left

Selfish thoughts, one way thoughts

Whats wrong with me?

Seriously can't help but think why me? Is that wrong?

I know you think

Sorry for not giving good enough advice



Just shut me down why don't you


Brian Sevilla

Through it all, you make things right

You do know that I still think your amazing

Congrats to Alex and Gina ;D. Happy for you two! Come on Alex Heaven here we come... hopefully ...


Brian Sevilla

Sick of this. Just want it to stop for a little while. Give me a chance to breathe







Brian Sevilla

The Rain Falling Down My Window

You said someday soon

Broken Promises and Shattered Dreams

Nothing to fear

Okay seriously, like what the hell? Do I come across as so a scary figure? The truth is a scary thing sometimes. Words and actions can result in some serious consequences and people can change. Friends can also be your worst fears, the words you speak and affect them more than you could imagine. But also friendship goes both ways and the happiness of one is more important than your pride and own beliefs. The world isn't just based on you, obviously there are others around you.

Truth be told, I am seriously happy for each and everyone of you that have told me the truth and you seriously have nothing to fear. This won't change anything between any of us and I still respect all of you. You are all my good friends and I wouldn't replace you for the world.

I know I don't say much but it's true.



Don't be scared of me and don't be scared to tell me the truth

Brian Sevilla

I guess there is light at the end of the tunnel

Questions... Answers... Right or wrong they are still the same. The only difference is what questions do you ask? People say there is always a right answer but is there such thing as the right question?

A cry for help is a amazing thing. It determines many things and it can surprise you who comes to your rescue. Finding out that they are still people that do care about you can be the most uplifting thing you will ever experience and can even change you opinion of people. A small boost of self esteem is something everyone needs once in awhile. There are people that do care, it's just a matter of if you chose the right people to share your life with.



You've really helped me, you've come to my rescue and I can't ask for greater friends like you.



A.A.D <3

Complications..

If anyone knows how to set my emotions in order, it's you.


Show you nothing but love and care but neglect comes right back at me.

Brian Sevilla

Somebody hear me out

I guess a lot of things can happen in one week. So many thoughts, so many actions, so many things to process its hard to keep up. Sometimes I wish school would just keep going so I wouldn't have to think so much. Dad's 2 years really a big impact on me. I don't like talking about dad much and can you really blame me? Got me thinking about which friends would be there when you really need them and in this case there wasn't many, who am I kidding that's a complete understandment. Maybe I just haven't been communicating with many people lately. I've lost touch with my friends and theres no one to blame but myself. Maybe people just don't care? Questions I seriously want answers to...

Relationships are starting to bloom in my friends lives and I'm happy for them, or well I should be. Learning to accept reality of I've already had me shot is just to hard for me. Well it's life and life isn't always what it's cracked up to be. Things will be different around here now and well.. I guess I'm still trying to catch up to everyone else.

Studying is something I really don't want to think about at the moment and I seriously think I should get my act together but I just can't, theres seriously too many things to consider in my life. I guess that month of happiness was just the calm before the storm. Reality finally came back to me and well I knew it was too good to be true.

Welcome back to reality Brian Sevilla

Dad

I can't stop thinking about you, i really miss you dad.

Please come back to us

Brian Sevilla

2 years gone

The days of seeing you come pick me up from school. The days of seeing you smile and calling me out to help fix your car. The days of you sleeping on the couch after hiring all these new DVDs and we could watch as a family. I can't help but think back to all those moments and not realize how special they were to me until now. Taking care of mum when she was ill. Showing Bianca how to change a tire for her car that you bought for her. The mornings when i woke up early just to see you off before you went to work. So many things we all took for granted, it just makes me think why this had to happen? Why did God take you away? We all miss you and we want you back.

I miss you so much dad.

Just not the same

Happy 2 Years Dad, i miss you

Brian Sevilla

Cindys House~

Horror Movie Marathon at Cindys!

Featuring Jono, Christian, Alex, Danno, Thuy, Vania and obviosuly Cindy

Movie List; Sex Drive
Grudge 2
Grudge 3
Dumplings *This movie is farkked*
Kung Fu Panda

Update tomorrow ~

Brian Sevilla