I guess a lot of things can happen in one week. So many thoughts, so many actions, so many things to process its hard to keep up. Sometimes I wish school would just keep going so I wouldn't have to think so much. Dad's 2 years really a big impact on me. I don't like talking about dad much and can you really blame me? Got me thinking about which friends would be there when you really need them and in this case there wasn't many, who am I kidding that's a complete understandment. Maybe I just haven't been communicating with many people lately. I've lost touch with my friends and theres no one to blame but myself. Maybe people just don't care? Questions I seriously want answers to...
Relationships are starting to bloom in my friends lives and I'm happy for them, or well I should be. Learning to accept reality of I've already had me shot is just to hard for me. Well it's life and life isn't always what it's cracked up to be. Things will be different around here now and well.. I guess I'm still trying to catch up to everyone else.
Studying is something I really don't want to think about at the moment and I seriously think I should get my act together but I just can't, theres seriously too many things to consider in my life. I guess that month of happiness was just the calm before the storm. Reality finally came back to me and well I knew it was too good to be true.
Welcome back to reality Brian Sevilla
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