Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Just lock yourself and never come back

I suppose there's alot happening at the moment that is still finding it's way to the surface. I suppose there's not much stopping what is going to happen and i know after these exams a lot of people will either have a lot of fun or they will get hurt. I'm just scared of what will happen to me. There's many things that I hold close to my heart but I still need to ask myself what is going to happen.

We used to run this city. We used to enjoy our lives, we used to be young, naive, happy. Whatever happened to to that? We spent our days roaming around. Exploring new things, new people. We met interesting people in our days.

Remember that we used to be the best of friends, brothers even then it just so happened that you picked up and left my life. Without any reason besides some bullshit one of my education is important. I can't believe i actually believed you. I can't believe i stood up for you when people asked me where the hell have you been. It turns out that even though we went out separate ways. You say you were studying hard and it just so happened that i was still getting the same marks than you and i was trying to enjoy my life without you around. You were my brother. It just so happens that you come back just because of some bullshit incident, claiming that nothing has changed and that we are still the same as ever. I believed that as well. Even though people lost faith in you, somehow i still wanted to keep your friendship even though you obviously threw away mine and for what? It seems like your going to pick up and leave all of your friends that you finally got back once again. You've even made new ones and even though you say that nothing will change, we all know it will. You know what just leave if you want, but i know that when you come back there will be hardly anyone that is willing to welcome you back. Because honestly , if you leave again , you obviously didn't care about anyone besides yourself.

Remember that you won't just be losing me, but everyone that cared for you.

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Brian Sevilla

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