There is always a moment where you look back on your past and realise that you've fucked up hard with all kinds of relationships.
I don't think I could ever leave her or share the same emotions I had with someone else, its been 4 years and it still seems like it was yesterday that I said I love you. I've come to realise that I will never be the same person I was back then, the same person that used to care about every single detail, every single second and every single moment I shared with her. Right now my reputation is one I never wanted in the first place but somehow became.
I want to go back to the person I once was, the person that was motivated everyday just by one single person.
I want the old me back.
Brian Sevilla
